I grew up in foster care while my sister stayed with our father – years later, she took me to his house and said, “If you go in there…you’ll be in danger.”

One day, we were parked in front of a café, sharing fries in the car like we were 12 years old, and I finally said it.
“I need the real answer.”
“Why did they keep you and not me?”
“No,” I said. “I need the real answer. Not the sugar-coated version.”
She stared at the steering wheel for a long time.
Then she whispered, “Dad wants to tell you himself.”
My stomach sank. “So you arrange a meeting.”
Barbara nodded. “Two weeks.”
Two weeks later, we went to Richard’s house. Quiet street. Small house. Ramp instead of steps.
My hands sweated through my jeans.
“There’s something I need to tell you first.”
Just before I got out, Barbara grabbed my arm.
“Alan,” she said urgently, “there’s something I need to tell you first.”
“Grandma’s here,” she said. “She has a lot of opinions.”
“Okay…?” I said, already irritated.

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