Ma mère m’a renié parce que j’ai épousé une mère célibataire – Elle s’est moquée de ma vie, puis s’est effondrée lorsqu’elle l’a vue trois ans plus tard
“Wonderful!” exclaimed my mother, clapping once.
I saw a flicker of approval cross her face.
“She is also a single mother. Her son, Aaron, is seven years old.”
The pause was almost imperceptible. She raised her glass of wine with perfect posture and took a small sip, as if to refocus. Her voice, when it was heard, was polite and cool.
“That’s a heavy responsibility for someone your age.”
“She is also a single mother.”
“I suppose so, but she’s incredible. Anna is a wonderful mother. And Aaron… he’s an amazing kid. Last week, he told me I was his favorite adult.”
“I’m sure she appreciates your help, Jonathan,” my mother replied, wiping the corner of her mouth with her napkin. “Good men are hard to find.”
There was no warmth in his voice, nor any desire to know more.
“A good man is hard to find.”
We then talked about other things: work, the weather, a new art exhibition in town, but she never mentioned Anna’s name. And I didn’t press the issue.
Not yet.
***
A few weeks later, I finally introduced her to my mother. We met in a small café near my apartment. Anna was ten minutes late, and I could see that with each passing minute, my mother was getting more and more annoyed.
I still introduced her to my mother.
When they arrived, Anna seemed agitated. Her hair was tied back in a loose bun, she was wearing jeans and a pale blouse, and one side of her collar was slightly turned up. Aaron held onto her hand, his eyes fixed on the pastry counter as they walked in.
“This is Anna,” I said, standing up to greet them. “And this is Aaron.”
My mother stood up, held out her hand and gave Anna a smile that was anything but warm.
Aaron’s babysitter had cancelled and she had to bring him with her.
“You must be exhausted, Anna.”
“Yes,” Anna replied with a small laugh. “It’s been a difficult day.”
We sat down. My mother asked Aaron only one question.
“What’s your favorite subject in school?”
When he answered “visual arts”, she rolled her eyes and ignored him for the rest of the visit.
My mother asked Aaron only one question.
When the bill arrived, she paid her share.
In the car, Anna looked at me.
“She doesn’t love me, Jon.”
She wasn’t angry, just honest.
When the bill arrived, she paid her share.
“She doesn’t know you, my love.”
“Perhaps, but it’s clear she doesn’t want to know me.”
Two years later, I found my mother in the old piano shop downtown.
