After five years abroad, I returned home and discovered that my mother had become a servant in the house I had bought for her.

After five years abroad, I returned home and discovered that my mother had become a servant in the house I had bought for her.

Colin jumped up. “Wait, I…”

I didn’t wait. I crossed the living room in three strides, my shoes clicking softly on the parquet floor. The closer I got to the kitchen, the heavier the air seemed, as if the house itself was holding its breath.

Behind the door, I heard the faint clattering of dishes.

I opened the door.

And the world I thought I knew was broken in two.

My mother stood in front of the sink, dressed in an old, faded maid’s dress, an apron tied around her slim waist. Her back was hunched. Her hair, once carefully combed and tied back, hung down in tangled grey strands.

Her hands trembled as she scrubbed the plate under the running water. The sponge slipped from her fingers and fell gently into the sink. Foam gathered around her wrists. The tiles were wet beneath her feet.

For a moment, I was paralyzed. This was not how I had imagined our meeting: my mother, dressed like a tired cleaning woman, in the house I had bought for her.

“Mom,” I said in a hoarse voice.

She turned her head slowly, as if each movement required effort. Her gaze was dull and veiled, as if she were looking through fog. Her face was so narrow that her cheekbones stood out. Deep, recently formed wrinkles furrowed her skin, which I remembered as soft and warm.

For a moment, she simply looked at me, blinking as if she were trying to remember me.

Then something crossed his gaze.

“Paul,” she murmured in a trembling voice. “My boy. You are… home.”

The sponge slipped from her hands and fell into the sink. Her fingers twitched as if she wanted to reach out to me but was afraid.

I took a step forward, feeling a burning sensation in my throat.

Before I could touch her, Colin appeared at my shoulder, moving quickly.

“Mom,” he said loudly, worry evident in his voice. “You’re exhausted. You shouldn’t be standing. Let me finish. Come sit down.”

He positioned himself between us like a wall, a hand on her shoulder, pulling her away from the sink. His grip seemed gentle, but the movement of her body under his touch made my stomach clench.

I watched it.

“Why is she doing the dishes?” I asked. “She can barely stand up.”

“She’s persistent,” Carla said from the doorway, her voice soft but her eyes bright. “She says this job makes her feel useful. We tell her to rest, but you know how stubborn she is.”

Their excuses seemed convincing. Too convincing.

I walked past Colin and gently took my mother in my arms.

She was like a bundle of twigs in a thin sweater. Her skin was cold, her shoulders bony. Her embrace, once strong and warm, had been a true refuge from the world. Now, she shivered, huddled against me.

“I’m home, Mom,” I whispered into her hair. “I’m sorry I was gone so long.”

She rested her head against my chest but did not return my embrace. Her arms hung limply at her sides, as if she were afraid to move.

I helped her into the living room and sat at the end of the leather sofa, supporting her as if she were going to bend in half. Colin and Carla were sitting on the other side, too close to each other, their eyes flickering back and forth between her and me.

The Californian light filtering through the living room window highlighted every hollow corner of her cheeks.

I swallowed with difficulty.

“Why is she so weak?” I asked gently. “Has she seen a doctor? What’s wrong?”

Colin responded quickly.

“Old age, my friend. She’s tired. And lately, she’s been having memory lapses. Sometimes she remembers everything, sometimes she’s lost.” He sighed with effort, almost mechanically. “She cries easily now. The doctor said it’s normal with age. We’re doing our best.”

Mom opened her mouth as if to say something, then glanced at Colin and Carla. What she was about to say got stuck in her throat.

The way she curled up, clutching the bottom of her apron, made my heart leap.

Fear. My mother was afraid at home.

I imagined the jet lag would be the hardest part when I got back from Japan. Instead, I sat on that shiny black sofa and realized something far worse was happening right under my nose.

I stayed awake that night, trying to talk, asking my mother questions in a soft voice. How had she slept? Had she eaten well? Had she enjoyed Colin and Carla’s company?

Her answers were choppy and hesitant, as if she

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